Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Lazy SOB's

I can't stand lazy people. You know the ones I'm talking about... the ones that walk around with the attitude that everything is someone elses responsibility. The people that feel like they have somehow earned the right to not assist in the daily functions of the workplace, because surely the tasks that need completed are in someone else's job responsibilities or possibly demeaning for them. The same people that have a sense of entitlement. The ones that put their cups in the sink instead of actually opening the dishwasher and putting their shit away. The ones that walk by a fax machine or printer and take the last paper without refilling it. Do you really have something that much more important than the next person? No.. your ass doesn't. I get irritated so easily by lazy people. Call me insensitive or whatever, but if you are standing on the side of a highway asking for change... you're lazy. Go put in some damn applications somewhere. Quit looking for a handout. Don't get me wrong, being lazy sometimes is a good thing. But day after day after day, the same people do the same things, and I am calling your lazy asses out. Just not so publicly.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Time will tell...

A really great friend said it best, "no matter how you try to guard yourself you want to give your parent the benefit of the doubt and deep inside the hope and expectation is alive and well and full and when it is crushed and damaged it hurts".

I feel let down. I set myself up for the possibility of it, but now that it's happened I am crushed nonetheless. I hate feeling like you lied. I hate feeling like I can't trust you. But my wall is up. And as much as you have chipped away at the very foundation of it and are slowly taking those stones down, just know that you will never have the satisfaction of me being 100% open to you and trusting of you. Unfortunately for you- 28 years of not being a father is working against you. For someone that is wanting to prove me wrong, you are not doing a good job.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Life's happenings...

It's funny how life happens sometimes. You think you know how it will pan out. You take appropriate steps and measures to plan things to happen at certain times. You go to school to get a degree and land a good job. I look at where I am today and where I thought I would be. For the most part things are how I want them. I am happily married, have a decent home, have a good job (although not a secure one), I have my family close to me, and amazing friends. But I am not completely fulfilled. I know what is lacking and what steps I need to take to fulfill my desires, but yet I sit here knowing full well that I will put it off. Sometimes I get to a point where I fear the unknown. I don't like uncertainty. But as I type this I realize that without taking risks you will never reap the benefits. The things I strive for the most are making others happy, and making myself happy. I am great at short term happiness: buying clothes, makeup, lil shit here and there. Yet for some reason I continue to deny my long term happiness: my career, having children, pursuing things that I know I want but fear the reality of.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

I don't like...

Not giving people credit where it’s due
Bad drivers
Stank breath, ass, and/or feet
Nasty tastes
Never having enough money
Flat soda
Waking up before I have to
Feeling lost
Fake people
Clothes that don’t fit
Hurting someone’s feeling
Losing a loved one

Obviously this list is not all inclusive. To the one person guilty of the first thing I don’t like… stop taking other peoples ideas and using them as your own. It’s no wonder you’ve been employed as long as you have when you reap the benefits of someone else’s hard work. Don’t get me wrong, you are a great guy, and you are knowledgeable and smart about what you do. I just think you are a little of an over exaggerator. So stop it.

All you bad drivers- learn to fucking drive. If you are not at least going the speed limit and are in the far left lane, prepare to get your ass tailgated by me.

Stanky anything- suck a freaking mint, or wash your ass or scrub your feet.

Feeling lost- God this is directly to you. Help me out here.

Fake people- learn to get real.