the tasks that need completed are in someone else's job responsibilities or possibly demeaning for them. The same people that have a sense of entitlement. The ones that put their cups in the sink instead of actually opening the dishwasher and putting their shit away. The ones that walk by a fax machine or printer and take the last paper without refilling it. Do you really have something that much more important than the next person? No.. your ass doesn't. I get irritated so easily by lazy people. Call me insensitive or whatever, but if you are standing on the side of a highway asking for change... you're lazy. Go put in some damn applications somewhere. Quit looking for a handout. Don't get me wrong, being lazy sometimes is a good thing. But day after day after day, the same people do the same things, and I am calling your lazy asses out. Just not so publicly.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Lazy SOB's
I can't stand lazy people. You know the ones I'm talking about... the ones that walk around with the attitude that everything is someone elses responsibility. The people that feel like they have somehow earned the right to not assist in the daily functions of the workplace, because surely 
the tasks that need completed are in someone else's job responsibilities or possibly demeaning for them. The same people that have a sense of entitlement. The ones that put their cups in the sink instead of actually opening the dishwasher and putting their shit away. The ones that walk by a fax machine or printer and take the last paper without refilling it. Do you really have something that much more important than the next person? No.. your ass doesn't. I get irritated so easily by lazy people. Call me insensitive or whatever, but if you are standing on the side of a highway asking for change... you're lazy. Go put in some damn applications somewhere. Quit looking for a handout. Don't get me wrong, being lazy sometimes is a good thing. But day after day after day, the same people do the same things, and I am calling your lazy asses out. Just not so publicly.
the tasks that need completed are in someone else's job responsibilities or possibly demeaning for them. The same people that have a sense of entitlement. The ones that put their cups in the sink instead of actually opening the dishwasher and putting their shit away. The ones that walk by a fax machine or printer and take the last paper without refilling it. Do you really have something that much more important than the next person? No.. your ass doesn't. I get irritated so easily by lazy people. Call me insensitive or whatever, but if you are standing on the side of a highway asking for change... you're lazy. Go put in some damn applications somewhere. Quit looking for a handout. Don't get me wrong, being lazy sometimes is a good thing. But day after day after day, the same people do the same things, and I am calling your lazy asses out. Just not so publicly.
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Time will tell...
A really great friend said it best, "no matter how you try to guard yourself you want to give your parent the benefit of the doubt and deep inside the hope and expectation is alive and well and full and when it is crushed and damaged it hurts".
I feel let down. I set myself up for the possibility of it, but now that it's happened I am crushed nonetheless. I hate feeling like you lied. I hate feeling like I can't trust you. But my wall is up. And as much as you have chipped away at the very foundation of it and are slowly taking those stones down, just know that you will never have the satisfaction of me being 100% open to you and trusting of you. Unfortunately for you- 28 years of not being a father is working against you. For someone that is wanting to prove me wrong, you are not doing a good job.
I feel let down. I set myself up for the possibility of it, but now that it's happened I am crushed nonetheless. I hate feeling like you lied. I hate feeling like I can't trust you. But my wall is up. And as much as you have chipped away at the very foundation of it and are slowly taking those stones down, just know that you will never have the satisfaction of me being 100% open to you and trusting of you. Unfortunately for you- 28 years of not being a father is working against you. For someone that is wanting to prove me wrong, you are not doing a good job.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Life's happenings...
It's funny how life happens sometimes. You think you know how it will pan out. You take appropriate steps and measures to plan things to happen at certain times. You go to school to get a degree and land a good job. I look at where I am today and where I thought I would be. For the most part things are how I want them. I am happily married, have a decent home, have a good job (although not a secure one), I have my family close to me, and amazing friends. But I am not completely fulfilled. I know what is lacking and what steps I need to take to fulfill my desires, but yet I sit here knowing full well that I will put it off. Sometimes I get to a point where I fear the unknown. I don't like uncertainty. But as I type this I realize that without taking risks you will never reap the benefits. The things I strive for the most are making others happy, and making myself happy. I am great at short term happiness: buying clothes, makeup, lil shit here and there. Yet for some reason I continue to deny my long term happiness: my career, having children, pursuing things that I know I want but fear the reality of.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
I don't like...
Not giving people credit where it’s due
Bad drivers
Stank breath, ass, and/or feet
Nasty tastes
Insincerity
Never having enough money
Pain
Obesity
Flat soda
Waking up before I have to
Feeling lost
Fake people
Clothes that don’t fit
Hurting someone’s feeling
Losing a loved one
Obviously this list is not all inclusive. To the one person guilty of the first thing I don’t like… stop taking other peoples ideas and using them as your own. It’s no wonder you’ve been employed as long as you have when you reap the benefits of someone else’s hard work. Don’t get me wrong, you are a great guy, and you are knowledgeable and smart about what you do. I just think you are a little of an over exaggerator. So stop it.
All you bad drivers- learn to fucking drive. If you are not at least going the speed limit and are in the far left lane, prepare to get your ass tailgated by me.
Stanky anything- suck a freaking mint, or wash your ass or scrub your feet.
Feeling lost- God this is directly to you. Help me out here.
Fake people- learn to get real.
Bad drivers
Stank breath, ass, and/or feet
Nasty tastes
Insincerity
Never having enough money
Pain
Obesity
Flat soda
Waking up before I have to
Feeling lost
Fake people
Clothes that don’t fit
Hurting someone’s feeling
Losing a loved one
Obviously this list is not all inclusive. To the one person guilty of the first thing I don’t like… stop taking other peoples ideas and using them as your own. It’s no wonder you’ve been employed as long as you have when you reap the benefits of someone else’s hard work. Don’t get me wrong, you are a great guy, and you are knowledgeable and smart about what you do. I just think you are a little of an over exaggerator. So stop it.
All you bad drivers- learn to fucking drive. If you are not at least going the speed limit and are in the far left lane, prepare to get your ass tailgated by me.
Stanky anything- suck a freaking mint, or wash your ass or scrub your feet.
Feeling lost- God this is directly to you. Help me out here.
Fake people- learn to get real.
Friday, December 5, 2008
Finally Friday
Things I love:
Dale – my friends – warm tea – comfy clothes – catching up – sex – a really good home-cooked meal – speaking my mind – sunsets – laughing/laughter – good hair days – Mac makeup – sushi – my sisters – Jackson – those perfect pair of jeans – diamonds – feeling skinny – French fries – my mom – couch time – massages – making people happy – weekends – seeing someone smile – my dad – TV – sparkly eyes – new shoes – snowflakes – starry nights – sleeping – making memories – nature – pool time in Vegas – music – having fun – lipgloss – sweaters – perfume/cologne – smell of laundry…
Share something you love!
Dale – my friends – warm tea – comfy clothes – catching up – sex – a really good home-cooked meal – speaking my mind – sunsets – laughing/laughter – good hair days – Mac makeup – sushi – my sisters – Jackson – those perfect pair of jeans – diamonds – feeling skinny – French fries – my mom – couch time – massages – making people happy – weekends – seeing someone smile – my dad – TV – sparkly eyes – new shoes – snowflakes – starry nights – sleeping – making memories – nature – pool time in Vegas – music – having fun – lipgloss – sweaters – perfume/cologne – smell of laundry…
Share something you love!
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Snowy Sunday
Oh my what a busy, yet relaxing, few days it's been. Thanksgiving day Dale and I went over to my mom's house with Marcela. We ate great food, looked at the fliers for Black Friday, talked and laughed and then went home. It snowed that day and everyday since. Jackson absolutely loveeeess the snow. He romps around in it and it's so cute. Too bad that our backyard has no grass so unfortunately his paws get a little muddy. Friday morning at 5a Dale and I went shopping with about 1/4 of Colorado Springs. I remember working in retail and how busy it always was, but that wasn't really the case this year. It makes me slightly nervous and makes me wonder when things will pick up and/or get better. Anyways, we got some great things at great prices and are almost halfway done with Christmas shopping. Yeah for that!! The rest of that day we slept and watched Christmas movies. Saturday was reserved for lunch with Carolyn and Melissa. Being with them and talking makes me appreciate my friendships that much more. I am truly blessed and fortunate to say that I have more than one best friend. That will be a blog for another day cause when it comes to my friends I have a lot of good things to say. Afterwards Dale and I went to the movies and saw Madagascar 2 followed by a chill night at home. Sunday was the usual laundry and football day. And we visited my mom, sis and nephew. Got a lot of couch time in this weekend, but I am already ready for more. Come on Christmas break! P.S. Since I didn't really do a Thanksgiving blog I am most thankful for the following things: my gorgeous husband who to this day still gives me butterflies (or gas, I'm not sure), my amazing and beautiful friends (Mal, Marcela, Kels, Stacey, Melissa, Carolyn & Autumn) you girls always make me smile and your friendships mean the world to me, my immediate family who sometimes gets on my nerves, but I wouldn't change for anything, having a house and car and being able to pay my bills for the most part, my health and Dale's health, the ability to believe in things that I have never seen, my sense of humor, and finally... French fries.
I wish you all a great week filled with no stress and millions of smiles. Make it your own... make it a good one.
Monday, November 24, 2008
Ring Ring, Hello?
It's my birthday... TODAY! I had a fabolous weekend with my friends/family. We went to 
sushi on Friday night and celebrated. We talked, laughed and had great food. I got a beautiful new Coach purse from my sisters and my dad, some lovely smell good stuff from VS from my BFF Stacey, some makeup from my friend Melanie. My lovely husband got me makeup, perfume, and makeup stuff. I had all my friends there celebrating with me for my special, except my BFF Mal. :( Sooo sad. But she sent me a funny .25 cent card with a whole dolla in there to get me something special. Whooo hooo, it's about time!!
On to the continued story with my "father". He was supposed to be here for my birthd
ay. I guess on Friday of last week he had some problems with his diabetes meds and ended up going to the hospital. So his wife calls me and tells me and asks for my address so they can ship a package to me. He supposedly got me a ring. We had been talking about it for the past few months but it was one of those things where I didn't wanna get my hopes up. Well I got it yesterday, and it's gorgeous (see pic to the right, except the center stone is brown). Unfortunately though he will not be making it this week. We spoke last night and he hopes to be able to come next month around Christmas. I told him, of course, that his health is more important than risking coming out here and God forbid something happens. So fingers crossed, we will meet next month!
Okay, finally, two more days til Thanksgiving. It's one of my favorite times of the year. I love food. I love family. I love food and family mixed together. I can't wait. I will be sure to post a Thanksgiving blog so look out for that one.
In the meantime thanks to all my special friends and family for making my birthday so wonderful. You all mean the world to me!
P.S. I had to come edit this cause Kels, Marcela and Stacey just brought me roses and my favorite pecan muffin thingies. YUMMMM. I feel so loved.
sushi on Friday night and celebrated. We talked, laughed and had great food. I got a beautiful new Coach purse from my sisters and my dad, some lovely smell good stuff from VS from my BFF Stacey, some makeup from my friend Melanie. My lovely husband got me makeup, perfume, and makeup stuff. I had all my friends there celebrating with me for my special, except my BFF Mal. :( Sooo sad. But she sent me a funny .25 cent card with a whole dolla in there to get me something special. Whooo hooo, it's about time!!On to the continued story with my "father". He was supposed to be here for my birthd
ay. I guess on Friday of last week he had some problems with his diabetes meds and ended up going to the hospital. So his wife calls me and tells me and asks for my address so they can ship a package to me. He supposedly got me a ring. We had been talking about it for the past few months but it was one of those things where I didn't wanna get my hopes up. Well I got it yesterday, and it's gorgeous (see pic to the right, except the center stone is brown). Unfortunately though he will not be making it this week. We spoke last night and he hopes to be able to come next month around Christmas. I told him, of course, that his health is more important than risking coming out here and God forbid something happens. So fingers crossed, we will meet next month!Okay, finally, two more days til Thanksgiving. It's one of my favorite times of the year. I love food. I love family. I love food and family mixed together. I can't wait. I will be sure to post a Thanksgiving blog so look out for that one.
In the meantime thanks to all my special friends and family for making my birthday so wonderful. You all mean the world to me!
P.S. I had to come edit this cause Kels, Marcela and Stacey just brought me roses and my favorite pecan muffin thingies. YUMMMM. I feel so loved.
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